This morning I had French toast. Not the anti-egg egg replacer type of French toast either. I had eggy, buttery, syrupy French toast at a diner, and after I had a CONOLI.
It was all extremely delicious, and I thoroughly enjoyed consuming every last bite. Then, I sat back and contemplated what I had just swallowed into my body, and I felt kind of gross.
The strange thing is, I had read other blog posts saying that after being a vegan for a long period of time, other animal product-y food tastes dirty in a way, and I concur with that. Not only did the food not taste as clean and fresh as vegan foods, but after I ate, I felt as though I needed a shower : greasy, bloated, and sluggish.
I have already voiced my opinion on the issue of Veganism and continuing it even after the end of February already in "The Arrogance of Veganism", and "Miami". To make it clear, I feel gross about myself, so I wish to continue to eat healthy. Not vegan, but healthy. Perhaps this is what caused my body to feel so much more powerful was the lack of junk foods, and not the lack of animal products.
The finality of it all has hit hard. The challenge affected my life in ways I never knew I could achieve. I became conscious of what I was eating every day, I learned to cook, and I grew empowered. The challenge did not only affect my physical health. Mentally, I know that I have the ability to carry out a long term goal, and to stick to a diet. I did not break down and eat a cookie alone for the entire month. The only situations in which I cheated involved the consequence of inconveniencing members of my family, such as when I went to Miami, and when I went out to lunch with my grandfather.
This month has taught me that food is something to be cherished, not something to be shoved in one's mouth and gulped down. I can go to restaurants now and be able to taste the specific ingredients in a dish. I can compare my own cooking to theirs. I appreciate food as an art form, and not as pure sustenance.
If the journey has taught me one thing, it is:
Determination is an extremely valuable skill.
This doesn't apply only to food, but to many other things.
I am extremely glad that I accepted the vegan challenge for this month, and I learned invaluable lessons. I recommend it to anyone who is skeptical. I loved my experience.
So, keep on keepin' on vegans. I respect you immensely for your dedication.
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